So it had been the plan for a while. We knew we wanted children together, the way he loves my two just makes it easy. I’m one of those women who just loved being pregnant, I love the feeling of life inside me. Even all the symptoms and the pure empowerment of giving birth. Both … Continue reading My BFP!
So I went through an awful time 4 1/2 years ago.... as a lot of you are aware. I was at rock bottom, in a very dark place. I blamed myself for ridiculous things, things that were out of my control and for my marriage failing. I’d torture myself by looking back and questioning everything … Continue reading The best view comes after the hardest climb.
Happy birthday to you, my best friend. Never have I ever felt so loved and appreciated until I met you. I will forever be grateful for all the little things you do for me. Can't wait for a whole weekend belly laughing with you in the New Forest next weekend. Just us! Here's to celebrating … Continue reading Happy Birthday Lewy ❤️
As some of you know I love a seaside holiday... staying in a caravan spoiling the kids with constant treats, late nights, endless time at the arcades and days out by the beach. I was so proud of myself last year for taking Dolly and Grayson alone, there was so many things I worried about, … Continue reading Seaside Easter Weekend
So today started like any normal Sunday.... It’s 6am! I was woken up by my 3 year old shouting from the bathroom ‘FINISHED!!!’ We all know what that means. Seriously, it’s bad enough waking up to a screaming child, let alone having to wipe up shit before I’ve barely opened my eyes! I then tell … Continue reading We’re going to fricking DISNEY WORLD!!
And then he walked into our hearts like he’d always belonged there. Took down my walls and lit my soul on fire. He just came from nowhere and lifted us. We were strong before, But now we’re concrete. He makes even the most boring, mundane things, fun! Spontaneity. Dressed up or hair pulled back in … Continue reading Happy Valentines Day baby x
It was the way he laughed, I just knew I wanted that in my life! Pure happiness. Euphoria. It's like I can feel my heart heat up, I'm addicted to the way I feel when I think of him. He knows. He knows my hands ache when I'm emotional. He knows my insecurities, But they … Continue reading Him.
Final and absolute. It’s done. It took my breath away for a moment. But I survived. I’m walking out of this storm a different person that walked in. I like me better now anyway! 😊 But as bad as it was, I learned something about myself, I learned that you can hit rock bottom, as … Continue reading It’s finally over..
It’s crazy, it’s passionate, it’s electric, it’s extraordinary. After living some of the worst days, they all seem worth it now. Writing something new, a bit scared to post. But it’s coming. I found happiness. I had forgotten what it felt like to be this content. Captivated. Elated. So ridiculously obsessed with him. The excitement. … Continue reading Euphoria
How do I begin to thank the lovely ladies that look after my children every day?! They go above and beyond to make sure they are happy, safe and just having a really good day at nursery. They show nothing but love and warmth from the moment the children arrive at school, and my two … Continue reading Emotional Thank You!